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Well People...

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I'm gonna leave this account.
How come? I think I need a new beggining, start my art from zero, get away from leechers...that stuff. Also, I'm being uber-inactive and watching as many people as I watch... takes me a lot of time later to comment on every deviation and journal.

I'm not gonna leave dA, I'll be in another account, but you'll have to look for me.

I won't deactivate this account... because then every art of it would be lost and I still have to think about it. They're too many memories made art to be lost.

And... just that. Take care. :music:
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The Kraile one's made by Jesseth
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Life's a complete bitch.

This isn't like other times when I just got mad because of a tiny thing. No. This is serious.

I'm suffering bullying.
I'm going to a psychologist.
I feel shitty.
I have strength for nothing.

And mum now thinks that one of the people I love the most is fucking dangerous just because of what they've lived, when she doesn't know how they are like now.

Just because of being agressive by natural.

And she wants me to be apart of them when I don't want to.

And I'm getting sick of my school classmates.
And they hit me yesterday with a ball.
And I punched one of them in the face and broke my nail and skin because of the hit.

And I feel shitty.
Mum and dad are gonna talk to my teacher.

They want me to be apart of those f*cking classmates.

They want me to be apart of my friends just because he's agressive.

They want me to be apart of myself not to think in all this stuff.

For me not to get depressed.

Which I already am.

I want to do nothing. No music. No comics. No games. No Internet. Not even drawing. I don't want to draw. I literally CAN'T draw now. I just can't.

I've been suffering bullying for years and now it's worse.

I've been keeping everything to myself for years and I've imploded.

And because of the promises I've made to two close friends (who are in this website) I can't [i]unburden myself in THAT way[/i]...

I have nothing.

I don't know what to do.

Tomorrow I'll go to school again to suffer that bully shit.

Tomorrow I'll be out with friends, including THAT PERSON, who I don't know whether they're mad at me because of my mum or not.

Tomorrow...I'll....I don't know...

Maybe I'll break that promise, maybe I won't, who knows...

Today started being the worst day I had in ages and finished being the worst day I've ever ever had...

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Valentine's day

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Feed me or die!!


The Kraile one's made by Jesseth
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Needed a new journal.

Today's St. Valentine's day.

A day feared by some and loved by others.
A day that makes some feel loved and others feel alone.
A day that can be amazing or that can suck.

It's the typicall day you look around and don't stop seeing corny couples that make you wanna puke rainbows, rainbows everywhere.

And usually people get sad because of it.

My question - why?

Is it so bad to be single? I think not.

See it by the bright side. Single people have the complete freedom and don't have to worry about this.

And, love will come sooner or later.

Everyone's amazing the way they are.

It's something I've learnt and it's been hard for me to understand.

But it's the truth.

To pairings, happy St. Valentine's day.
To singles, take it easy, you're worth it. Relax and smile.

And to myself... will tell ya another day.

xoxo Scythe

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Meh

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I wantz to grow uuup~


Feed me or die!!


The Kraile one's made by Jesseth
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I'm 15. Whee. Let's make party.

Just to tell... I'm realizing how terrible my drawings are, and I'm being serious here.
I can't draw anything good, and if I do something...that's not too bad, I'm a mess at colouring. It like, sucks. I can't do a nic ecolouring for life.

I'm thinking of leaving the world of cartoonist.

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Feed me or die!!


The Kraile one's made by Jesseth
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So... well, yeah, everybody - happy 2011

I'm almost done with my first school week of the year, and well, it's been okay. One of our teacher's back though she's pregnant, and another one is still left, and actually we don't know what the heck's wrong with her, I guess we'll just have to wait...

Also, before holidays our teachers told us this 2nd term would be the hardest one of the whole Secundary school.

And they're right.

It's just been a week and we've already had an exam, gonna have another, and teachers just don't stop going faster and heavier than before. I've got lots of shit to do for Tuesday and it's not even Friday. Take that.

And mum told me that if my scores don't go a bit up, she'll be dissapointed. Which means she'll probably take my laptop out. In 1st term I've gone from 9/10 - 10/10 scores to 8/10 - 9/10, and though it's not that much, she got fucking mad. I better don't make her angry again.

What I mean with this - I'll be even more inactive here than before.

:bulletwhite: Does that mean you'll ignore my deviations/journals? - No it doesn't. Even if I don't comment nor fave, I've had a look to almost every deviation/journal I have in my messages. I just don't have the time to comment on 200 deviations per day. I'll try to get on it as soon as I can.

:bulletwhite: Won't you reply my comments? - Same than with journals/deviations

:bulletwhite: Will you post anything new? - Probably not. I mean, I'm right now doodling and sketching about a serious work that won't be posted here, nor anywhere in the Internet, but I almost have no time to draw in computer. And the few time I have is spent in that. So...you won't see anything new for awhile.

:bulletwhite: Does that mean you'll be COMPLETELY offline? - No it doesn't. The days I have few work I'll probably be here in the afternoon, but, I've planned to be at night in a break. I'll surely be on msn at nights but it'll depend of the day.

And well... Just that, guys. Sorry for being inactive, and just, I'm not ignoring your works or something, as I said, but...school is killing me this year "-n-

See ya xoxo

*o-Scythe-o

P.S: I'll be 15 in 14 days. Woo.

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